Another start

Dear readers, here I am coming again. But my apologize for the mixture of the language that I use. Sometimes I used Indonesia but sometimes English. However I'll try to make the whole post with one language later. Enjoy!

This morning I was reading a fanfiction in a website then a backsound was played randomly in my playlist named "2AM - Days Like Today". It was not really matching with the story, then I decided to open my writing application and typed somed words which inspired by the song. I tried to imagine as pure as I can. And here it was like:

The December's wind blows. Some couples are passed in front of me. And my bus still not coming yet. Then here is a memory which pop up in my head..

“I want us to be stop, no more us between me and you.”

“What? Why so sudden? What happened? Did you mean what you said just now?”

“I am going to abroad. There are so many thing I have to study there, and I don't want a thing about us there, about you exactly. So, I mean it. There’s no doubt.”

“If you just want to study, why it has to be ended? I don't mind it if you want to be focus, but there is a kind of long distance relationship, isn't it? I am sorry if I was to dependibg on you, but please, I trust about the existence of long distance relationship. Will you?”

“You know, it's not your faults, this is my will. You don't need to be doubt to forget me. Besides there is no progress in our relationship. And it's just a teenage love, right? So it has nothing to worry about the effect. There is no root in our love.”

“….”

“Goodbye.. don’t ever contact me anymore”

Why is that memory still keep popped up? Huh, perhaps it's just this strong wind and those couples who keep showed in front of me which bring me in this situation. Plus, now I have so many things about work in my head. Yeah, it is.Back to your sense, come on!

Drrt.. drrt..drrt..

“Hallo..”

“Miss, your meeting later at 07.00 pm in Dream hall will last for 2 hours. Do you need a ride there?”

“Yes, please. Give them my address, and give the name list of the important people I have to meet. For now, just say some names..”

Once again, the strong wind blows when I search for the warmth in my pocket while waiting for the next voice from the phone. As the wind comes, there is a stare from I don't know where coming to me, so my eyes scaning through the people I can see.

“Okay miss, there are Mr Jeon.. Miss Shin.. and Mr Kim Seok Jin. This is for now.

“Pardon? Kim Seok.. Jin?”

I look in my left. There are some people, but there is one person at the corner who strangely familiar. That stare was coming from him. Him who I didn't see for years. A pair of eyes which used to be familiar, is staring at me. The stare which full of unpredictable feelings. The stare from someone who perhaps still fill in my heart.

Bipp..

By the way here is the English translation of the original song 2AM - Days Like Today (source: here)

There's just days like that

Days when I remember so much

It's not like the weather's bad

It's not like I drank

I didn;t listen to a particular song

I didn't meet anyone 

Through the open windows

Brings you to melt keeps making me think of you

Do you think of me sometimes?

Days like this will continue till the day 

I close my eyes

A lonely wind blows through my heart

Days like today, I miss you so much

Your bright smile flickers before my eyes

I tried to hold it in

But it wasn't easy

It just grew deeper instead

We knew it was wrong

So we went our own separate ways

That's how we let each other go

A lonely wind blows through my heart

Days like today, I miss you so much

Your bright smile flickers before my eyes

But the spring wind that blows

Where are you, what are you doing?

Days like today, I think of you so much

Love grew deeper and deeper

There weren't any more ways

Days like today, I think of you so much

I don't think I will forget you

Days like today, I think of you so much

That's it. Thank you for your understanding, and see ya! ^^