Holiday story?

Bing bang bong....
It's already more than 2 weeks I spent my time in my hometown, Jayapura.
Everything feels exciting at the begining, I imagined many good things for happen. But then the opposite came as the reality. Not the whole thing, but around a quarter I guess. Happy friends, happy boy, happy plans and the other happiness which didn't count on me with them. But it doesn't matter maybe, cause I got my family all the time with me.

I was thinking

Sunny. Breeze. Wind flows~
Here I am, waiting for someone while watching people pass over in front of me. Talking, laughing, perfume scents wherever, contained the dry wind.
It's already 45 minutes I was sitting in this 1st building terrace.
Wait a second, what am I doing exactly right now? Think. Okay I was thinking all this time, about the announcement on July 16th, about the President Election in my country, about the Palestine issue, about my final exam for religion class, and so on. Oh yeah, almost forget about my teacher who will be coming here to take handle for my juniors' scholarship program.
Hm, now this question zoning around my in my head: will they be like me?
Well, I hope they had enough beliefs to hold on their ways later. Let's hope!
*grace everywhere*
By the way, the weather of today feels good enough :)

What happen in Palestine? What exactly happen in Gaza?

Well, so many days I didn't access the media network till two days ago I heard about the attack from Israel to Palestine. What happen there? A re-do war? I mean as attack of guns and bombs and the other dangerous weapons?
Pray to the God, all of us, beyond all the post and fear, all we have to do and all we can do is Pray. We can't babling about anything and anyone, cause this is happening and God will never give any detention to us.
Let's Pray and send them strenght through our Prays
May God bless you all there O:)

Tonight

Tonight? What's up with tonight? Every feels has no power now, every energy was run out and I'm being dizzled don't know what to do. kkekke

Sleep? emm, watching? emm.

I've always got this opportunity to post all my friends' news in our web-blog. And you know what? It has to be done in some hours. So, maybe you could imagine how do I feel now? After finishing posting all their news -___-"

But it's okay, we have our own problems to be faced. 

Good night everybody. Caoo! :D

*throws stars*

*flying angel comes*

\^^/

(Again) Uncertainty Feels

Tonight, it feels soooo unbearable.
This afternoon before the religion class, one of my friend, Stella, told me about the confirmed news about  Exo's Baekhyun and SNSD's Taeyeon relationship as boy-girlfriend.

Yesterday's talk (Indonesian Languange)

Kemarin, di tengah mepet dan sibuknya persiapan menghadapi small test Jurnalistik Terapan, saya, Astri, dan Widi memikirkan jika saja kumpulan kata-kata di buku yang kami pelajari bisa kami pindahkan ke suatu tempat dengan hanya bermodalkan 'melihat'.

Crowded mind

In this dawn I want to feel those refreshing wind
But with these things in my mind, even a hard wind couldn't make me smile

A simple lyric says this: "you want to leave, I know it's very easy.."
How I wish I could just turn a life-mode in this music session and just let everything go~

"If you still want to leave, don't block my feels. In the end, I'll just pretend that it's okay.."
Really, another song made me try hard to swallow my feels back